Loving the Lord

I recently went home to Alaska, the trip was very nice and it gave me the chance to share some of the ways the Lord has been working in my life. I'm still bothered by flying and trying with the prayer to over come that fear. I can say i handled myself pretty well on the flights and was lucky enough to sleep for a majority of the flights. I was able to make one service at my home church and it was amazing. I really felt the presence of the Lord, so much that during praise and worship I started crying. It's moments like that where I feel so blessed to have the Lord in my life. With all that said I'm still screwing up, I'm still putting my own wishes in front of the Lord. Drugs and sex are still a big draw for me, It hurts me to know that sometimes I would rather fill the hole inside me with ash then the power of Christ. I'm a lowly sinner O Lord, I ask for you to cleanse me and take my unclean desires away. Help me spread your gospel to the four corners of the world. Thank you  Jesus, everything is possible with your Love.