Not Happy Again

I've gone back to smoking pot, I'm enjoying it at the moment but I definitely know this an artificial high. I have not been reading the bible as much as I was. I made it one month no big deal, I didn't even think about it. Now here it is one week back into my disease. I wonder if this will kill me, when I do allot of drugs I think about serving two masters. You can only love one, I definitely think more about the drugs when I'm doing them then I think about our Risen Lord. Please pray for me. If your looking for anyone else to pray for please look at my last posting, their are a ton of us who need to be touched by the holy spirit. Peace be with you