I have no control

I don't know why I ever think that I'm in control of anything. I have no power what so ever. I've hit rock bottom a few times and I definitely think that I'm right around the same place again. I've turned my back on the path the Lord has made for me so I could go where I wanted. I've also taken out anger that I have for myself on others. I've felt very sad lately and It's because I've been trying to hide from the Lord; just like Adam & Eve I'm ashamed of what the Lord will see. Of course there is no hiding from our Risen father. Please pray for me and if anyone has any prayer requests for me please let me know. I've forgotten please pray for my friend Chris, my boss Ann, her grandmother just passed away, my friend Tracy, he lost some very important items that I pray the Lord helps him recover. In his name all things are possible Amen!