I've been angry today

I was almost ran over today by some kids racing through Glendale in a Mercedes. I yelled at them and then rode my bike a few blocks out of the way so I could scream at them again when they parked at a 7-11. It was funny because they just stared at me while I threatened the 4 of them with the police. That was my 2nd time losing my temper today. My blind one legged roommate came home last night. He was very emotional early in the day and was crying allot. He had been in the hospital for a while. Well he fell asleep around 6 and woke up around midnight. I had been meaning to have a conversation with him when he was released. He does some very hypocritical things and loves to bring up Christ on a regular basis. He woke me up a few times, the last time was at 2:30 am, I stayed up with him for an hour, made him a sandwich and fed him. He was able to move around okay but still insisted that I feed him. At 3:30 I told him I had to sleep because I had to work at 6am. He said his stomach was hurting and I guess he wanted me to stay up with him. I've known pain more than a few times and have been grateful for the chairity of other. I told him to go to sleep, 30 minutes later I was still not able to sleep when I heard a thump. My roommate had decided to go for a walk, of course with out a leg he fell right to the ground. I helped him up and was a little angry with him but I also didn't care, he has lived a self destructive life and this is just one more thing. I'm not sure what to do, I don't know if I want to live with him any more, he is going to be in the hospital for a while. At the same time I know that if he wanted to come back to the house I would gladly take care of them. I need guidance from the Lord and prayers, I need my roommates heart and mind to open. I've asked for forgiveness and the power from the Lord to be a better stronger person. Praise the Risen Lord and peace be with you.